jan 20/fat and ugly

i know it's so superficial... but i do feel fat and ugly today. i'm sorry, i can't help it, it's just the way i felt about the day....

me, standing 10 pounds heavier than i was a year ago, and unkempt hair, ugh.... can't stand looking @ me today...

i'm sorry for being insensitive, and unthankful... but the whole purpose in this blog is for me to be honest, and today, with all honesty, i feel fat and ugly.

maybe tomorrow i'll feel better.... let's hope for that :)