Monday, October 26, 2009

being fragile

i live here on my knees as i try to make you see that you're everything i think i need here on the ground....

my favorite line of the week.  it's taken from sara bareilles "gravity".  that chick sure has a hard name, but a beautiful song.
maybe it sounded weak, sounded like something a "cewek jelek" would say.  but the wording, the way she pictured it, it sounded strong to me.  well maybe because i'm in cewek jelek world right now, but nevertheless, it's a beautiful lyric.

being fragile sucks.  and being weak is degrading.  but sometimes we have to accept that @ times, we're not as strong as we'd like to be.  accepting it, means you are a bigger person that you were before.

but the bigger person doesn't really stop @ merely accepting it.  once you accepted it, you have to act on it.  and a bigger person, would choose to just stop for a second, identify what was lacking, and work on it, so they have a higher limit.  the lesser person, just accept it, and continue with their life accepting they have limit.

which one would you choose... being a bigger person, or the lesser person?

today, i accept i am fragile, i accept that i am weak, and i'm average.  but i refuse to just stop at that.  today i might loose, i'm resting now, tending my wound, but i'll be back, with a higher limit... :) (and it sounds nicer than vengeance don't you think ;) )

i'm through accepting limits, 'cause someone said there's so

1 comment:

  1. dear ayu, i like ur writing, it reminded me of my old blog. think we can be a bloggey-matey :p bitidabelyu, i linked your blog to mine :)

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