big bang

the sun gave birth to earth

nurtured it, and watched it from a distance

as its favorite offspring went through its darkest hour

the sun watched it grow, into the most beautiful planet in this universe

earth grew beautiful and unique

unlike any other

but earth was lonely, it can't stand alone

the universe is too big for earth to be alone

so earth gave a part of itself

to create its mate

earth created moon

beautiful flawless moon

the perfect mate

the perfect companion, for a long journey in this universe

you are my earth and i am your moon

we're in this journey together

this long journey called life

-031912-

run away with me

i have that tune over and over in my head for sometime now. "run away with me" taken from the unauthorized biography of samantha brown. is there any particular reason for that tune to be stuck in my head. at first, no, but now... well i dunno.

if denial is a state of mind, and i'm certainly in denial right now. you know when you're at the fork on the road, thinking to take left or right. i know i should take right. it's the one that i drew up in my map, and it's my frickin' five year plan for god sake!!! but something on the left is intriguing. questioning... made me wonder can i take the left also? what will happen if i do?? would this be the road less taken that i've always longed for??

i still don't know. the left looked tempting at the moment. but the right is my dream. it's all fill with me and me and me. yes, it's a lonely road on the right. but it's the 'happy' road as i know it. but if i swerved left, i never know. i'm not even sure at the moment. it's all vague.

i should just taken my own advice i guess... take my time and enjoy the moment. if it'll pass, it'll pass... if the time comes, i'll know which road i will take. it might be the road less taken, it might be not. i might meet a fellow traveler there, who is as weird as i am, or as passionate as i am, or a simple fact that he can handle my weirdness and make him a companion in this journey.

that's the beauty of life i guess... you never know what will come next. and every choices is connected to the next.

for the moment, i just want to sing 'run away with me' on top of my lungs and let my feelings out. for this fork on the road... i don't know, i guess i'll just sit here and enjoy the view for a while, and make a decision with a clean sober head.

a writer's test...

you want to know how good you are in writing?? well try to write something half-sober and try not to regret it later :p

kinda what i'm doing now...

well i haven't really told you that i've moved to yogyakarta. i'm going to be here for a couple of years to enrich my mind with higher education. and i don't get it, some people are bitching and complaining because they're at school their incomes are drastically plummeted. I mean, what did you expect?? rainbows and unicorns?? *naive*

but to be honest, i'm having a time of my life here. for the first time i'm pumped up to do anything. just not today, i'm just finished doing a late night work due to my perfected procrastination skill...

and now here i am, doing the writer test, i just hope whenever i see this writing sober there are not a lot that i regretted.

well, i'm supposed to rush to my first class now, but i think i'm skipping it today, just the first class to catch some extra zzzzzz there are not much i can learn from the class anyway (not in my state of being at the moment)

so... here it goes, pressing the 'publish post' button :p

stupid

i know what you are

you're just another distraction

to get me off my path

i know you seemed sweet

you filled with candy

that'll decay my teeth

i know what you'll be

another misery

another death of me

see now,

i'm smarter and wiser

i can see you're a distraction

yet why am i still writing about you?