when i don't feel anything
i should feel something
it's not right
when i can still breathe
when my breath should be taken away
it's not right
when my knees didn't buckle
and i'm standing still
my heart didn't skip a beat
my spine didn't shiver
my hands hardly trembled
it's not right
when i treated you like an ex-boyfriend
when it's only the beginning
-and that's why i left-